Silent

When I want to speak it loudly...
I stop.
is an accident,out of expectation.

Yes.Be silent to let me think..clearly!
I dont want to say this again.becoz I understood myself,
I cant keep my word.

I m a liar,but i have my insistance.
I can say I keep on lying to hide my thought.

or I should say...that what I expect but after that I dont feel happy abt it
What do u want?????

Facing it,
I cant find A WORD.

Why?

I don't understand!!
who can tell me that...is my prejudgement to stuck me here?
forward or backward?

No,I even didn't move.
How much time I spending on that?
Actually,just few hundred days.
I am willing to pay for it if I really get something back someday!
It's worth!whatever...

I know the truth now.

When looking at the dark sky with sparkling stars,
I think I am the only one in this beautiful,quite and amazing top of Cebu.

Is there any central in ur life ever?
When it gone,it cant be "delete".

Once it exists...
u never ever forget it.

All from comparsion.

Please.

suddenly,I can feel the time go faster because I saw my last post.
Hopefully,I can go through this trip!!

I wish life could be staible and quite!
Promise me!Everythings will be good and happy forever!!
Tired to face difficulties...too hard for me.
and everytime I need help.
Sometime,I think it's just my problem...
And after that I still can't change my bad mind.

bitter,hardful and painful...
that're all my true feeling
I know I can be strong
but no now...

FORGET it...
I can't do this.
I am so sorry
for me,my happiness,my heart and you!

Alone

I enjoy living in my own life.
It is good if i am the only one existing in the world,
it's surely a selfish think.
But i really ease to be influence by others.

I don't wanna dependent on someone.
especially,no much people are trustable.

so stupid to keep thinking abt this stuff.

I always believe that person,
who is true and reliable.
Miss you always.

Happy to count down for my ending of exam.
Rest is the most most most important.
16th night have a good night sleep,
then start to enjoy my great summer holiday!

Good luck everyone!!!!!